Sunday, January 12, 2014

Caroline's Song

We jump aboard the music ship
It’s gonna be a thrilling trip
They all wink as we go by
Singin’ our hearts out, makin’ spirits high

Lifted up on every melody
Throwin’ grins at everyone we see
It gives me hope, ya know
When you sing along with me

The music sinks down to minor chords
When you’re gone my heart implores
“Come on back here, Friend!
You’re the refrain I hope never ends”

Lifted up on every melody
Throwin’ grins at everyone we see
It gives me hope, ya know
When you sing along with me

Without you I’m just half a duet

You are the muse my songs won’t forget

(September 6, 2013)

Somos Golondrinas




Somos golondrinas, cuyas almas son libres
Volando y volando, mirando al mundo desde el cielo
Sabemos nuestro propósito, dar placer al creador

Somos golondrinas, pajaritos esplendidos y puros
Ejemplos vivos de belleza y libertad
Nunca nos quedamos en la sombra, nunca cautivados

Somos golondrinas, pero de vez en cuando no lo sabemos
Puros, libres, y bonitos, vivimos en la prisión de vergüenza
“¿Por qué?” grita el mundo, “¿Por qué?” llora Dios

¡Golondrina, quítate la vergüenza del alma!
Ha corrompido tu vida, que vale mucho y está llena de sueños
Eres importante, eres perfecto, eres amada, porque Yahweh te ha amado


Por Susana Spearman
Dedicado a Profe


(This is an approximate, however inadequate, translation)


We are swallows, whose souls are free
Flying and flying, looking at the world from within the heavens
We know our purpose, to give pleasure to the creator

We are swallows, splendid and pure little birds
Living examples of beauty and liberty
We never remain in the shadow, never captives

We are swallows, but sometimes we don’t know it
Pure, free, and beautiful we live in the prison of shame
“Why?!” screams the world, “Why?!” cries our God

Little Swallow, throw off the shame from your soul
It has corrupted your life, your life that’s valuable and full of dreams
Your are important, you are perfect, you are loved because Yahweh has love you

By Susanna Spearman

Dedicated to Profe (Professor Omar)

(November 2013)

The Beckoning Song

The Beckoning Song

Handles turn and doors swing wide
We see our savior there inside
He beckons us, says, "Follow me,
And my great wonders you will see!"

But where he leads the road is hard
It may bring us some pain and scars
But he has scars that bought our lives
Two hands, two feet, and riven sides

He gives us hope
He is our Strength
And he's worth losing everything!

Our mission's clear, our calling's bold
Jesus says our hands he'll hold
When him we follow though the dark
From our sides he'll never part

He gives us hope
He is our Strength
And he's worth losing everything!

Oh Love, oh Hope, oh Yahweh
I pray that you'll take my way
And make it look like yours

(September 9, 2013, not during chapel...)

Little Swallow's Question

Little Swallow’s Question

There once was a bird who was trapped in a cage
She had been living there from a young age
She saw other birds fly about and have fun
Doing all kinds of things that she’d never done
They dove and they soared and they flipped and they flew
Their freedom was the greatest thing that she knew
One day a kind stranger meandered by
When he saw her imprisoned he then wondered why
“Such a lovely bird,” he thought, “never should be
In such a cage like the one that I see.”
So he opened her cage and cared not a thing
What a wrath from her owners her freedom might bring
But instead of flying around to amaze
She sat there inside with inquisitive gaze
What should she do now? She didn’t know
So, on she continued enjoying the show
Of the other birds flying and diving about
She wished to be with them, she had no doubt
Perplexed and quite sad, her “freer” looked on
Wondering what on earth could be wrong
“Perhaps,” he thought, “that is where she was born
And fear of new things is why she’s forlorn.”
So he gently reached down and scooped her all up
She was tiny and would fit inside his teacup
She was petrified and her small heart beat fast
Could she really enjoy freedom at last?
“I know not how to fly,” she realized sadly.
“If I fall it will hurt ever so badly.”
That day she had to choose whether or not
If freedom was better than being caught
From her cage she had longed, day in and day out
To be able to fly and soar all about
But with no chance to be free she never did see
How gloriously dangerous flying could be
Then out of her rescuer’s hands she jumped
And landed upon his left knee with a bump
She wished she could ask him what she should do
Or if he knew all the worry he’d put her through
He questioned gently and gave her a wink
“How hard is flying, do you really think?”
She nestled closer into his arms
Knowing he truly meant her no harm
He lifted her up and ran all around
With the wind in her ears she cherished the sound
Then all of a sudden her freer stopped short
And she showed indignation of a fluttering sort
In frustration she flapped her wings in a fury
Hoping he’d start up again in a hurry
But before she knew what was going on
She was up in the air, away she had gone
The mixture she felt of terror and thrill
Made her want to keep honing her newly-found skill
Her freer grinned to himself as he thought
“Freedom’s far better than being caught!
I hope she’ll fly on to see many things
And that freedom will give strength to her wings.”
As he turned to go, she came back to his side
She nudged his large shoe and he smiled with pride
He knew she was thankful for helping her see
How gloriously dangerous flying could be
And that her fear never should gain
A single vict’ry or powerful reign
“Go on, live your life, my beautiful thing
And never forget to be true to your wings.
Go on and soar, fly to amaze
Never forget your maker to praise!
He made you to be free, and to cherish each day
And to make the world more lovely in your own little way!”
She chirped in agreement, and flew to new heights
She never forgot him, in day or in night
Her good and kind freer who taught her to see

How gloriously dangerous flying could be
Dedicated to Aaron and Rachel
(Began June 5, 2013, completed much, much, much, much later)

My Poetry, My Heart

"Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words."
-Robert Frost
          So, I am EXTREMELY self-conscious of my poetry. I have been writing a lot the past few months, but feel very few people wish or deserve to peer into my soul. This being mostly true, God has given me a gift for writing, and I need to share it, so my next few posts are some poems I have written. Yes, I am aware they can be a little too singsong-y for "serious" poetry. At its core, though, poetry is just another way of turning human experiences into something expressible. It makes life feel less confusing or more bearable. It echoes the rhythm of beauty that God set in motion at the beginning of this world. Poetry is from Yahweh, no doubt about it. So here goes, baring my soul to you, readers. It is likely no one will read this anyway, so I'm a little less scared to post. But if you do read this, I desperately hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!